🌿 The Room You’ve Always Felt Locked Out Of
- deborahvniekerk
- Jun 27
- 3 min read
…Was Being Prepared for You All Along
There are places you’ve dreamed of entering. Rooms you’ve imagined yourself in — not just physically, but spiritually. You saw yourself seated at the table, heard your name in the conversation, felt the echo of your future self already there.
But the door wouldn’t budge. You tried the key you were given — it didn’t fit. You knocked, waited, circled back. No answer. Silence. Rejection.
And for a while, you wondered:
Was it not meant for me? Am I not enough? Did I misread the signs?
But beloved soul — you were not wrong. You were just early. And Spirit was not denying you —Spirit was refining you.
Because that door was never locked against you. It was locked for you — so no one could enter what was being built with your energy in mind.
Your absence was the sacred pause between intention and alignment. The delay was protection. The silence was preparation.
And now…The lock has clicked. The hinges have shifted. The door is open.
And not only are you allowed in — you’re meant to be there. You are the soul this room was waiting for. The vibration that makes the space come alive. The presence that shifts the entire frequency.
I filmed today’s reading for those who’ve felt left out, underestimated, or shut out of places they knew in their bones they were destined for.
✨ This message is for the sacred outsider.✨ For the one who has waited long enough.✨ For the one who is finally being welcomed in by Spirit itself.
Watch the video here: https://youtu.be/K1l6qskZQu0
And remember —
It’s not that you weren’t chosen. You were simply being held back until the space was ready for your light.
🌿 The Room Within
A Reflection Worksheet for Stepping Into Your Next Chapter
“Some doors aren’t opened by force… they’re opened by readiness.”— Deborah, Hedge Witch Tarot
This worksheet is your invitation to pause, reflect, and anchor the energy of arrival. You’ve walked a long path. And now, the space that once felt locked is calling your name.
Use these prompts to guide your journaling, meditation, or self-inquiry practice.
🕯 JOURNAL PROMPTS
1. Where in my life have I felt like a door was closed to me? What room have I been circling, wishing I could enter? What have I believed about why I couldn't?
2. What if the door wasn’t closed against me — but for me? What might Spirit have been protecting me from? Or preparing me for?
3. What parts of me had to evolve in order to be ready for this space now? List the lessons, qualities, and shifts that grew in the waiting.
4. What does this “room” look and feel like when I imagine stepping into it now? Describe it. Feel it. Who are you as you walk through the door?
5. What support, ritual, or reminder can I anchor in this week to say: “I belong here”? A candle? A mantra? A daily practice? Claim your space.
✨ INTEGRATION SPACE
Use this space to write a letter from your future self who already lives in that room. Let her/him/them speak back to you with love, clarity, and power.
With love from the doorway of remembrance,
Deborah
Hedge Witch Tarot


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